Crying on the first couple of month of working

Haiyyo,,,

So malu meh,,, i end up crying in the office due to workload and pressure from Puan Sri...

Puan Sri was so meluat that everyday im still working. After get back from work (if its as early as 8pm then i will eat at home) mostly late lah so i dont and straight away having my shower and glued to the chair and stucked with my laptops...

Every weekend i have to spend a few bucks just to buy drinks and stuck in any mamak's or kopitiam just to have an access to the internet (i just ended my broadband contract a few weeks before i got the job... nice time kan???)

and when i have to work on the 1st of May which the labor day falls... and promise puan Sri i'll be back by 1 or 2pm...
eventually i x berjaya and im still in the meeting at that time...
Puan Sri take the courage to go to my office and bang into just to ask me to go home exactly at that time!!!...

arghh malunya... and then at that particular time my eyes drops acting like niagara falls...

and my boss halau me to go home at that time and the saddest part is... my colleague has to do the jobs alone where he himself need to go to kulim at that day (3pm) and have to tunda until midninght (itupun if his work done... ermm our work)

rasa bersalah yng amat sangat ok...

the best part... ok one workload dah hilang and i balik awal

the future part.... i've bet i will get perli all the time... trust me it will happen...

i love my mother by the way... though anger and shameful, pressure has combine at that particular of time...

but by the end when i think in my rational status... she just want me to have proper work place and not being a balaci and a servant to my job

i love my job...
its just that its too much and all that data entry was not my job at all...
that thing is really troublesome and lags and delays all my other tasks...