when others seem to be so boring and me so blah

there will be time when u dunno what u are thinking
and how u are linking to others
sumtimes what u did seems soo wrong
and once you follow its just not you anymore

u enjoyed having nightlife and not anymore because nightlife=boring
u prefer to be with people around then but not anymore
u think rock is rock and now silence is way a better music and rock is boring
u follows what's hot is hot but now what hot is just the not and whats hot is boring
u seems gossiping is soo the gossip girl but now gossip girl is just another same lalala~ series and another boring series
u think having lots of friends is soooo famous but actually it is hard to please everyone even though ramai sumtime its boring
u enjoy shopping then but now you rather wait for sumthing to buy then u go for shop that particular item coz u thing shopping is boring
u enjoy food hunting but now prefer cooking because food hunting is not challenging enough and that's boring
u were so eager to try new things but not anymore bcause u know that new things u try to do is just because u wanna please others and that new thing soon gonna be old things too so thats boring

there will be the time
u even know what others talk about you infront or back
sometimes u will know what will be the outcomes when u do this and that
so y bother to do the things that u know what the output are
that will be boring

and others will think owh sexy lady your life now is sooo blah
hmmm,,, ya lah x boleh blah la ke'blah'annya
tp it will goes back in my mind yang those thing dah x fun lagi

been there done that terlebih garam dah kot
hmm...

am i getting old
am i not feeling well
or is it am i just wanna put all those pieces into its place in advance
when there will be
no nightlife because later once duk kat umah coz x de duit nak kuar malam or x pun org bg x pun penat sgt
i prefer being lone ranger sbb nanti pun kawan2 balik kampung x der kawan jgak, kawan kawin kawan sambung master, kawan hilang entah kemana
i prefer senyap sunyi jer sbb nanti sapa yg nak marah menjerit ketawa mengilai lg kat seblah nih
all will be gone
later on what hot x hot mana pun sbb x der sapa nak share ke'hot'nessannya lagi geng dah bz
later nak gosip pasal apa lagi,, pasal ma marah x dpt keje, or bos marah sbb x keje,, tak best langsung gosip tuh~
nanti all my kawan pun hilang ntah kemana,,plus ramai kawan pun x guna asyik lupa nama diorg jer
later shopping pun kene control sbb duit sendri skarang x pelah boleh lebur jer,,,
later food hunting tu hanya history sbb kene blajar mask jgak nanti sampai bile nak makan kedai
new things pun kdg2 x new pun,

ntah2 i become so blah coz im ready to get married kot (small letter coz malu)

hahaha

x!
x !
blom lagi

x pegi fitting baju kawin pun lagi

sebab baju dinner pun x fitting lagi

definitely i need some sugar rite now

otak dah weng!