help me please,,, i really need it

when u are in a relationship
have you ever bother of whether both of you will succeed
or its just merely a tingling feeling to have a bf because the enviroment
people hv their own partner

how far do you measure a soulmate?
is it the criteria that mostly alligned with all the cateria that u wanted?

have you ever wondered whether your cateria is among the best for your love ones?

im having an inferior complex when it comes to love by having someone that is indeed the best creation god ever made and the very best someone,,,

is it normal

i have the feeling that my superman doesnt deserved me coz i aint good enough for him
u do want to give the best out of the best to someone you dearly love aight?

i hv the feeling that he is higher as the sky and i am low down in the deep sea
very deep

but i cant afford to loose him even for a second

Help needed

urgently


pleaseeee.......

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last of last : u can now ditch u calculator

last paper of last sem...
dah pun berlalu

sekarang nih tinggal yg ujung2 saki baki
org pun dah sikit dah
yg tinggal kakak2 senior n abg senior bersama2 dgn foreigner yg rumah mereka jauh atau tiket sgt mahal nak balik jer yg tinggal

tengah bersemangat waja (ada juga x waja mana, asal ado!... ehem akulah tuh)
tp x2 aku kire bersungguh jgak (pakar motivasi pesan kene up kan diri sendiri

of cozla dlm 70% masa berabih kat tanah uia nih mmg ada rasa mcm nak bershuffle (pi x pi, pi x pi) tp mmg nak pi dah,,, ada gak yg x mau pi lagi... nak amik master nak ja R.A hmmm

kenangan banyak
drama pun bayak
aku pun banyak gak berlakon dlm beberapa movie
sexy lagi bergaya kan~

tp hopefully drama meleweh yg tgh berlaku sekarang nih dah mcm telenovela dah
kalau ikut aku
tutupjer tv tuh tukar channel lain
boikot citer tuh

tp ada penonton setia
setia sgt nak tgk apa yg berlaku
sama ada pelakon tuh berjaya menyandang pelakon terbaik anugerah skrin akan dtg
atau pun di kondem bertubi2 dgn sesawang blog dan akhbar tak bernama
penonton setia tetap nak tgk
x kisah ending die hero mati sebab tercekik makan jagung
or ending die sumer masuk syurga
penonton setia ada menyokong
sebab die tunggu
walaupun citer tuh mmg konpom x best
penuh emosi yg ntah apa 2

tapi yg pasti

aku malas nak layan telenovela "ohw? ko kawan aku ker?"

baik peluk irma,,, lu pk la sendiri

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lucky isn't come just like that!

i woke up quite late this morning...
hmm... very unlucky when miss the sunrise
i've been unlucky since yesterday,,, perhaps

unlucky though you try so hard to cheat in exam or quizes
it wont get the expected result

i guess people are being lucky,
the one who born with silver spoon,
money is thick as the compilation of kamus dewan
is not lucky just like that

might be his/ her parents trying so hard so that
the baby born rich

people get lucky not get caught while cheating or robbing is because they try their hard not to be seen and get caught

so lucky not come just like that

pray for me though
hopes everything going to be fine

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as if i care

mine die x consider
die everything kene consider
cube pk sblum cakap
cube ungkit sendiri apa die penah buat
lagi lah tak think far before act


giler!!

fed up babe

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it was beautiful then

it was beautiful syafiah
it was,,,

hurt n move on

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when others seem to be so boring and me so blah

there will be time when u dunno what u are thinking
and how u are linking to others
sumtimes what u did seems soo wrong
and once you follow its just not you anymore

u enjoyed having nightlife and not anymore because nightlife=boring
u prefer to be with people around then but not anymore
u think rock is rock and now silence is way a better music and rock is boring
u follows what's hot is hot but now what hot is just the not and whats hot is boring
u seems gossiping is soo the gossip girl but now gossip girl is just another same lalala~ series and another boring series
u think having lots of friends is soooo famous but actually it is hard to please everyone even though ramai sumtime its boring
u enjoy shopping then but now you rather wait for sumthing to buy then u go for shop that particular item coz u thing shopping is boring
u enjoy food hunting but now prefer cooking because food hunting is not challenging enough and that's boring
u were so eager to try new things but not anymore bcause u know that new things u try to do is just because u wanna please others and that new thing soon gonna be old things too so thats boring

there will be the time
u even know what others talk about you infront or back
sometimes u will know what will be the outcomes when u do this and that
so y bother to do the things that u know what the output are
that will be boring

and others will think owh sexy lady your life now is sooo blah
hmmm,,, ya lah x boleh blah la ke'blah'annya
tp it will goes back in my mind yang those thing dah x fun lagi

been there done that terlebih garam dah kot
hmm...

am i getting old
am i not feeling well
or is it am i just wanna put all those pieces into its place in advance
when there will be
no nightlife because later once duk kat umah coz x de duit nak kuar malam or x pun org bg x pun penat sgt
i prefer being lone ranger sbb nanti pun kawan2 balik kampung x der kawan jgak, kawan kawin kawan sambung master, kawan hilang entah kemana
i prefer senyap sunyi jer sbb nanti sapa yg nak marah menjerit ketawa mengilai lg kat seblah nih
all will be gone
later on what hot x hot mana pun sbb x der sapa nak share ke'hot'nessannya lagi geng dah bz
later nak gosip pasal apa lagi,, pasal ma marah x dpt keje, or bos marah sbb x keje,, tak best langsung gosip tuh~
nanti all my kawan pun hilang ntah kemana,,plus ramai kawan pun x guna asyik lupa nama diorg jer
later shopping pun kene control sbb duit sendri skarang x pelah boleh lebur jer,,,
later food hunting tu hanya history sbb kene blajar mask jgak nanti sampai bile nak makan kedai
new things pun kdg2 x new pun,

ntah2 i become so blah coz im ready to get married kot (small letter coz malu)

hahaha

x!
x !
blom lagi

x pegi fitting baju kawin pun lagi

sebab baju dinner pun x fitting lagi

definitely i need some sugar rite now

otak dah weng!

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between sambut raya awal & penjaga

Due to enthusiasm of celebrating raya (puasa bru sehari) I with all the semangat i've made a carrot cake (recipe from intan's mother... thank you aunty chomel)
Sedap,,, So Of course to do it i hv to took out the medium size oven from the cabinet ( for those penah dtg umah they know how the kitchen cabinet looks like),,,
after a few days of baking its time to store the oven back to its own hibernating place,,,
(i made the cake on Sunday this morning during sahur baru nak simpan)
the oven is quite heavy for slimmy me so as i wanna step on the chair i accidentally knock my knee on the chair edge *remember the heavy loaded item*
not only sengal giler but i hv to bear the loaded on a feet and find place to put it back,,, giler sakit,,,
n the oven is left on the counter instead in its sleeping area,,,
wuteva pun its morning after i've done with the cleaning process its time to tido but before that i need to perfom subuh prayer,,, in the bathroom while im doing the bussiness (as a female u got the idea how the shishi going on) in the time i try to stand my knee hurt my knee (right) made a sound kreukkreuk! waa....! sdah tua... n my subuh prayer is not that khusyuk coz of my knee...
i tell my brother he said "pakai knee guard attiq" n know i ada penjaga... penjaga lutut

any idea to help my knee being independent instead of having a guard?

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